Assalamualaikum,
Hi.. There are lots of things happening recently,, well a
good one and a not so good one actually haha.
It’s been a while since I shared my personal life here, I am
kind of re-adjusting my life and trying to adapt to some changes (a lot
actually). I guess I do amazingly well here.. haha.. With the office workloads,
2 kids, a manja husband, a family businesses.. And now squeezing some time for
blogging? I am the man! ;p
First of first, just to share a bit about works. Since we
moved to Governance, I seriously don’t take it as a job anymore.. I see a
career.. It’s a clear path, with clear objectives. It is an honored to be in
the team, and I started to love the busy day I had in the office. The workloads
are triple, plus (almost half day) meetings, new job descriptions,
calibrations, sharing sessions, stakeholder meetings, gosh.. I don’t even have
a time for lunch. On top of that, Boss
asked me to be in the music video for CCAM awards.. (R U kidding me boss?)
I never know acting can be so tough! We had to do it again
and again for the same scene and yes no more cetak rompak after this.. Buy
original! The music video is not that bad actually but hubs kept on laughing
when he watched it so yeah.. hell no I will upload it here.. haha
Then we just came back from Jakarta - Bandung trip, I will
write about it when I have more time.. The trip was awesome, the foods were
scrumptious! I literally gain weights and I wonder how the people there can keep
lean despite surrounded with good and fattening foods (Big question mark!)
We visited our tailor to see the progress of our bridal
collections, so far so good I see. It’s a bit out of schedule but as long as
the outcomes are superb, I don’t really mind waiting.
This is our first business trip and Alhamdulillah the trip
is well paid, we managed to find a textile suppliers- apparently they supplied
to jakel too, and the best part is, we also found the cool embellishment
supplier which also supplied their stuff to jovian.. ngehngehngeh…
The stuff were shipped to us last week, safely arrived and
ready for productions! I am in the midst of approving designs and samples, and
my un-official fashion-board does helps a lot. They are the board whom yeay or
neay the designs.. haha.. The clothing labels are ready and now waiting for the
best quotations for packaging box. It’s a long way to go! Mun and Mir are
willing to be the models, hubs can be the photographer so check! check!
The not so good part is, I was infected with sore eyes and
down with fever after the trip. Then Noah must be infected by me and he was hospitalized
for 1 week due to high fever. I have fully utilized my 24 days annual leave, and
only entitle for 2 days compassionate leave per incident. Since Noah was hospitalized
from Sunday-Friday, I had to take 3 days unpaid leave. Bonding with him 24/7
and realizing that I missed so many things makes me wonder what my purpose of
life. To be a full time mom or to be a full time worker? It seems that I am a
part time mom and a full time worker.. It should be the other way around kan?
I am at self-war and torn between a career and the kids. But
knowing that my kids are in a good hands, somehow gives me some peace and strength
to be at work. At least they get all the love from nenek and atuk while mama
and papa are away.. I just can’t imagine leaving my babies with some strangers,
especially in day care.
Noah is now 9 months old and he is being very hyper, hubs
and I takes turn to look after him and seriously it can be very exhausting
sometimes. I always asked myself how those caretakers handle the babies in the
day care.. Especially the day care that accept under 1 year old infants? For 18
months babies it is understood because they can walk, play and eat themselves..
but under 1 year? And to read all the
fatal cases in the day care, I personally think the best next option is the
maid plus the camera off course. Well, we don’t compromised our children safety
just to save some money kan..
Last but not least, I want to thanks my one and only Faiz
for all the supports and encouragements. I am touched with your tolerance,
trust and love. I am writing this simply because I miss you.. tsk tsk.. Segera
pulang k!! xx